Chapter 92
As Benjamin walked out, Jack started to whimper. Are you hungry again, hele man? Pambora asked, picking him up
As soon as he was near her chest, he started to turn his head and hid little mouth was open, searching for her breast. She plugted at his insistent search as she opened her shirt and lowered the bra cuprince the nipple grazed his lips, he attached with gusto and hás suckle was strong.
Since Jack started feeding like that, it had felt as if he was almost permanently attached to her. After everything she want themigh with not being able to hold him, it didn’t bother her at all. She had it been enjoying it. She still had to express milk for Michest. so she made sure that Jack got at least one bottle of breast milk every day.
‘He’s feeding again? Benjamin asked as he walked in with two plates of food.
Yep, he was acting like he was starving as soon as I picked him up.
“Lucky I brought the finger food, huh?”
She nodded at him as he placed the plate down, sitting next to her. He handed her a quarter of a sandwich and then began to eat his own while watching Jack suckle. Benjamin finished his half sandwich and then reached out and stroked lacks cheek.
“Can’t believe he’s ours,” Benjamin muttered. She turned and looked at him.
Did it feel different when you were delivering them? Despite the fact it was two weeks ago, she had never asked him this. She knew it was mostly from her own guilt. She felt guilty that he didn’t know they were his until after the fact.
“Yes,” Benjamin stopped talking and sighed a little. “I thought it was because of my growing feelings for you. To tell you the truth, I’ve had feelings for both of the boys since the second I laid eyes on them when I did the ultrasound.”
She watched him swallow.
“But now I know that was some part of my brain–my heart–knowing they were mine. Just like you are or at least I hope you will- be.” This time, she swallowed.
“I really like you, I do.” She stopped and pulled her eyebrows together, thinking back to Vegas. “I remember being attracted to you right away, even if I was drunk. Believe me when I say I have been drunker, but I felt something, and that same feeling appeared when I met you again as my doctor.”
“Then why were you always running from me; it felt as if I was getting closer to you only for a wall to appear.”
“I thought you were married.”
Benjamin snorted but nodded at her. “I was the same; I hated that you were married, but at the same time, Lwanted to take you from him because I didn’t think he was looking after you and them.”
She frowned as she remembered what Milton said about Benjamin’s ex Raegan, and how Benjamin never made plans for her to move in with him.
“The room you made for the boys and me, why did you do it?” she asked as Benjamin looked down at her and she felt the need to clarify what she meant.
“Milton told her about Raegan and the reason, or at least one of the reasons you split up. He said it was because of you not moving the relationship to the next level.”
Benjamin looked at her and frowned. “I’m not sure; the thought of having Raegan around me twenty–four–seven scared the shit out
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of me. I didn’t want it. Rol with you, the thought the feelings I had and have made me trated, hat only ferauts i want it on hardly I was sure you would turn me down. Benjamin leaned back. I tell everything alinst Masdan and my relationafng, and then you can tell me about you anderk. But we both have to let it afft, nothing But the cold hard truth, okay?
In the end, Benjamin raised his Brow and looked at her to see if she greed, the added at him and tired to fame him, after pettive the sleeping Jack into his seat. Benjamin and she spent most of the right talking about their past relationships, which almost echoed each other.
Raegan and Dettik seemed like two peas in a pod. Both were takers, either of them liked to work but loved the money and attention: Upon listening to Benjamin, it seemed to hit her just how much time they both wasted on self–centered assholes.
At bedtime, she was happy to see that Benjamin had set up a bassinet in the room that joined with the boys mom. It was mea because this way, she could see Jack but he was still in his own room Not that Benjamin and she were able to sleep much.
“Hi, Rita,” Benjamin called. “This is my wife Pandora, and my son Jack. Pandora, this is my father’s receptionist Rita.”
“I have heard so much about you,” Rita grinned at her but her full attention was quickly on jack. “Oh thank god he’s taking after has mama she carried on as her eyes looked up to meet hers. “I was scared he would take after this one,” she said, nodding at Benjamin.
“Hey,” Benjamin complained, which just made Rita roll her eyes.
“Don’t give me grief, I changed your diapers,” was all Rita said as she opened the office door.
“Are you going to hold that against me for the rest of my life?”
“It’s been thirty years, Benjamin, and I still can’t get the smell out of the office! Anyway, your mom is already here.”
Pandora chuckled under her breath as she walked into Peter’s office
“Look, Jack, it’s Grandma Lana,” she told him as she looked at Lana, who was setting up what looked like a small fridge.
“There’s my best boy,” she cooed out at Jack.
“Hey, Mom,” Benjamin said grinning, which made Lana’s smile drop a little.
“I was talking to Jack,” she said right away as she took Jack from Pandora.
“I have been replaced?” Benjamin asked her.
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