“I want every moment I can ha with them. Soon they’ll be walking talking, and before you know it, leaving us. I don’t want to miss a thing.”
She nodded. “Okay, I will, but on the nights they bottle feed, feel free to let me sleep, she chuckled, partially joking.
“That’s fine,” he agreed before winking at her. They both leaned in towards each other and kissed.
“Do you want something to drink or eat?” Benjamin asked as he hugged her, watching the boys feed.
“Yes, please, I’d love to have a glass of warm milk.”
Benjamin nodded before kissing her head and then got up and walked out of the room. She looked back down to see that Micheal had finished and just seemed to be watching Pandora dazedly.
She was looking into his eyes, noticing that they were changing to a clear grey color. “You have your daddy’s nice grey eyes,” she told Micheal and his mouth seemed to make an ‘O‘ shape as if he was surprised.
“Here’s your warm milk, Benjamin said as he placed the glass down on the small table between. the chairs.
“Thank you, could you take Micheal? He’s all done, but still needs to be burped.”
Benjamin nodded before reaching out and picking up Micheal. Once he was safely in his arms, he shocked Pandora by tucking her breast away. He winked at her when she gasped.
“I’ve been dying for a quick feel,” he joked while moving Micheal to his shoulder, making her shake her head at him.
“You had a feel, at my first appointment with you,” she reminded him.
“I know, but that was as your doctor. I can’t go molesting my patients‘ breasts.”
“I wouldn’t have minded.”
“Is that so?” he asked as Micheal let out a small burp.
“Come on, I was wet, and I know that you knew I was turned on.”
“I think even the nurse could see that, love. What I meant was about letting me take advantage of you.”
“You can’t take advantage of the willing.”
Benjamin just hummed. “Goodnight, Micheal,” he whispered.
Pandora watched him get up and place Micheal down after kissing his head. Her eyes flickered to Jack who just stopped feeding. He looked milk–drunk and gave her a big yawn. She raised him to her shoulder and patted his back. Almost right away, he let out a belch and she giggled.
“Goodnight, my big boy,” she whispered to him. Standing up, she moved to his bed, kissed him and lay him down.
“So, do you want to put that breast away or should I?” he asked, looking at her.
She didn’t get a chance to respond before he stalked toward her without saying another word. He kissed her and his hand moved to her breast. He gently rubbed her breast with the palm of his hand. It felt good, and she got that tingling sensation in her stomach down to her lady bits.
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Chapter 94
Leaning forward, he kissed her as his hand stroked her breast. She let out a moan in his mouth. His tongue entered her mouth, and she felt herself move backward. Before she knew it, they were back their room, and she was on the bed with Benjamin on top of her. His hand moved from her reast and gripped her leg, pulling it over his hip.
“Fuck… we need to stop. You can’t do this… not for another month, anyway.”
The whole thing came out in a moaned plea. “What can we do?” she panted as he moved his lips from her mouth to her neck.
“Anything you want, just not full sex. You have to heal, and then we need to be protected before we do that again.”
“What?” she asked, pulling away a little from him.
“I love the boys and wouldn’t change them for the world. But I want to know you better. I want to find my feet as your husband and father before we even think about having any more. Besides, I wouldn’t recommend that you have another child soon after what you went through, and not with your history.”
Her hand moved to Benjamin’s hair, trying to relax about what she was about to ask. “Do you think it’s possible?”
Benjamin sighed as he rolled off of her, but pulled her so she was on her side facing him. “You were taking the pill when you were with Derrik, right?”
She shook her head and Benjamin frowned. “I don’t see a reason why we can’t have more children if we want them.” Benjamin stopped talking and pulled at his hair. “That’s why I believe Derrik may have been the reason you never had kids.”
“That can’t be. He got Mackenna pregnant.”
Benjamin frowned at her. “Are you sure?”
“Well yeah, she told me about being pregnant when I caught them. What a way to find out I was being cheated on. And you agreed that she was pregnant that first time but lost it,” she reminded him.
He looked at her as if he was more confused. “I agreed, how did I agree?”
She rolled her eyes closed and chuckled a little at her stupidity. “Mackenna Smith, your patient, the one who was yelling at me outside the clinic that one day, months ago.”
“That’s your ex’s girlfriend?”
“Yeah,” she mumbled.
“Pandora, do you mind if I run a hair sample on you?”
‘Okay, that’s an odd thing to ask,‘ she thought.
It did not ease her mind that Benjamin looked worried about something. “I can see you’re getting worked up, but I just want to check something out. It’s all purely for my own peace of mind.”
Okay?” she agreed, still wondering what this was about.
“Trust me, love, I just want to check something out, and I can’t go into it without breaking HIPPA laws, Miss Smith is no longer attached to my practice, but she still has rights and her information is protected. I’m just curious to see if you both have something in common, that’s all. If you do, I will be able to tell you about yourself only, but I think it could be important information.”
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