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Because of this incident, I started a one–sided cold war with Declan. I’m conflicted and in pain. Thirteen years of feelings aren’t easy to let go
- of.
After all, he’s the man I truly loved for thirteen years. Especially now, with a little life growing inside me.
But every word in Declan’s diary constantly reminds me–my marriage is just a sugar–coated poison. It’s deception and heartless harm.
Declan knows he’s gone too far and has been trying to please me during this time.
But every time I see his face, I can’t help but think of his diary and his schemes.
Even when he wants to get close, I feel a physical aversion.
I clearly see the disappointment in his eyes, but I’m even more aware of my unwillingness.
I don’t want to be intimate with a man who has another Wor
in his heart.
But how can Declan love someone else while pretending to love
