Chapter One Hundred and Twenty–Five It Is Too Soon.–1
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Lam exhausted as I lie next to Myatt in my bed after an intente sektion.
“I wish we had a playroom here too. I love our sessions without it, but I also love when we are in that soon.” I say, dancing my fingers mer his chest.
«?” he replies and caresses the small of my back
“New? There isn’t exactly room in my apartment to build one. I can’t turn my bedroom into one for everyone to see I laugh.
“I could buy you a bigger place and get someone in to build you one.” He suggests
“No! You will not do such a thing. You pay and buy enough for me. A new place is way too much and where I draw the line.“1 state firmly
With our dynamic, I know it is part of his job to take care of me, but an apartment costs way too much. It is not something I will ever agree to, no matter how persistent he is.
“You can always move in with me.” He blurts out.
Regret, or maybe it is surprise that follows. It is written all over his face and in his eyes.
Did I just hear him right? Surely not? It is way too soon for such a huge step. I am not ready for it…
“W–w what?” I stammer and sit up
“You heard what I said, Alyssa ”
“Yes, but why would you ask me that? It is too soon.” I whisper.
I didn’t want to upset him, but I need to be honest with him. I don’t believe he is ready for it. ‘We haven’t even
said those three important words to one another prl.
He can make it seem like it wat
it was nothing, but I know it was something. I heard the disappointment in his voi
in his voice and it on his face when I said no
“Forget I asked. It was stupid. I got caught up in the moment.” He replies, shrugging it off
“Wyati, please, don’t take it as something I do not want. It is, one day, but it is too soon.” I sigh and each for his hand.
He pulls his hand away. “It is get it shouldn’t have asked. Excuse me, I need to use the restroom.
He quickly climbs out of bed and disappears out of the bedroom. I groan and run my finger through my messy hair. Great! He is upset with me. He must realise it is way too soon. Yes we spend most of our time together. We rarely go a night without staying with one another. Living together in different. It means neither of us will have our own spare if we need it.
I feel guilty for rejecting his request, but belime it is the right choice. I never expected him to ask me such a question. He has opened up to me and let me in lim walls are down, mostly, but I know him well enough now to know they are’t completely down. He is still guarding his heart from me.
I would worry that if we took such a step too soon, he would become overwhelmed and push me away. He struggles to people close. I know it wasn’t masy for him to let rin understandable why he struggles after everything he has been through. I am the same to a certain level. It isn’t easy for me to let people close. We have changed dre better. I don’t want anything to run it. I don’t want to love him.
Ten minutes passed, and he still hadn’t returned from the bathroom. I pull myself out of bed to go and check on him. As I approach the bar, I hear the shower. He is in the shower without me. He never showers without me after sex. We usually take a bath together. I know he is upset with me but will deng it if I ad
hand on the handle truppen it, but he has locked the door, something the heroes. He is purposely asseting me. I water and return to the bedroom. I strip the bed down and change it. I ut at the bottom and wait for him to getdi. Be son’t typically
