I am so fucking angry at everyone.
is none of their business my relationship with Alyssa. I am tempted to yell at every single one of them, but I won’t
because Alyssa doesn’t want me to. She has a point, it would make things worse, I understand what she meant. It will be worse for her. I promised to keep my mouth shut, but if 1 hear anyone say a single bad word about Alyssa. I will end up losing my shit
Thankfully, it is the end of the day. Everyone should have left or be on their way out, I finish up what I am doing and leave. I am going to stop by
Alyssa’s favourite Italian restaurant for dinner. She loves their pizza, 1 promised a bottle of wine con. I head our of the building and straight to my car. I
called our order ahead, so it should be ready when I arrive.
I arrive at the restaurant and stroll inside, selling them my order. I step aside until it is ready. They said it should only be a few minutes. I take the
opportunity to call Alyssa. I haven’s heard from her since our text once she left the office.
It rings a few times and I half expect her not to answer, but she finally does.
“I she whopers.
“Hey, baby girl. How are you doing? Do you want me to bring anything else in with met
“No, the food and wine will be fine. I will see you soon.” She says and hangs up
I sigh. She is still upset. I hope she doesn’t hate me for this. My order is called. I already paid for it, I grab and stop by the wine store getting to Alyssa‘
s place as quickl
as I can. I let myself in with the codes. When I enter her apartment, she is lying on the soda in sweats, watching a movie and eating ice
“Her, beautiful”
She looks up at me and gives me a small smile. “HI.
I set everything down and
join her on the sofa, I lift her legs and place them over my lap.
“Alyssa. I am sorry this is happening”
She shrugs. “It is fine. It was due to happen at some point. I didn’t expect it to be so soon.
soon. Let me guess, the whispering stopped while |
I wasn’t around?”
uld lie to
I could be to her, but we didn’t do that. “Yes, that is true.“”
“I knew it Tomorrow will be fun.”
You don’t need to come in tomorrow, and then we head to Chicago the following day.” I say, rubbing her leg
No. I will come into the office. I shouldn’t be letting them all get to me so much. It is none of their fucking business.” She snarls
No, it isn’t. They will get over it.” I smile.
She nods and focuses back on the TV. I don’t continue with the conversation. Instead, I stroll to the kitchen to get us some glasses for the wine. We can rat she pizza from the book. It always tastes better anyway
te time I return, Alyssa is already biting into a slice. She freezes when she realises, she has been caught. I laugh loudly, making her do the same. I pour us some wine and grab a slice for myself,
Alyssa shilta positions so the
can rest her head on my lap. She needs comfort for me and that is exactly what she will get from me. I will always take are of her and prosect her when needed. I used my free hand to play with her hair,
“Angel please don’t let all of dis got to you and make you change your mind about us.” I say nervously.
She glances up at me I promise it won’t change anything betwem us“
broach down and kiss her softly. “Thank you because I am not ready to let go of you.”
- me. I promise. You are stuck with me.” She replies with a massive simile.
“Good, I want it that way.
se seems a litle better. I just hope the whispering doesn’t last too long. Alyssa doesn’t deserve it. I am sure the people
in the office have done worse.
Alyssa had fallen asleep with her head on my lap. We finished off the pizza and wine and even had some more ice cream. She has been rather quiet.
1 pt it. I just wish I could make her feel better.
Lcarefully remove her head from my lap, I wanted to clean up our mess before taking her to bed. I will try and talk her into taking the day off, but
doesn’t want to, that is okay. I get it. She don’t want to back down from everyon cuite can be hers. A couple of days in Chicago couldn’t
have come at a more perfect time. It will be good for us to get away from it all. Alyssa can relax in the hotel, which has a spa, and then we can go for a nice dinner and drinks and enjoy the city together,
Mer Iskon up. I go to the bedroom to get the bed ready an I her. She hadn’t shifted an inch when I return to the living room,
on just put her into it. I will
I join he
her. I am not tired, but I will still climb into bed with
N
I scoop her into my arms, and she cuddles into my chest but stays asliep. I carefully carry her to bed and gently lay her down, covering her up. I sit on the edge of the bed and gently stroke her check,
I wish I could make all of this go away, angl. I am falling for you so hard, and it scares the hell out of me, but I iness it up.” I say in a hushed tone and kiss her lurchead,
promise I will try
try my best not to
not ready to say it for her face yet. I pull away and get to my feet, only so
der in her slip, cuddling in me again.
so I can strip down to my down to my boxers and climb in next to her. She
Tomorrow will be a bener day, sweetheart,”
I wrap my arm tightly around her. It will take me some time to fall asleep. I have noticed the last few nights the nightmares have stayed away. I truly believe it is because Alyssa is next to me, and it gives me a ase of security. Something I have never experienced with a partner before. They won’t be
pine for good, but at least they are
as frequent.
I close my eyes and pt lost in my thoughts. Good ones. My lips curl into a smile. Alyssa buries her face in my neck and moans softly. I don’t know the cause of it but it sms to be the effect I have on her without reason, a lot.
