Chapter Ninety–Eight – You Should Always Need Me
With th
the short, tight leather dress Wyatt picked out this afternoon. I stand before the mirror, holding it against me. We were supposed to shop tomorrow
are still going tomorrow because I need boots and a chain. We got the dress today to save some time, morning but something came up for him. We ar While Wyatt remmended boots. I’m leaning towards heels. He might not approve, given his preference for thigh–high boots.
The dress is sexy, but I’m a bit hesitant to wear it. Can I pull it off? I’ve worn leather for him before, but only in front of him. It’s a different experience
wearing it in front of a whole house of people.
-You can do it!” I whisper t
is myself.
It fit well when I put it on. It made me feel good too. My worries are unfounded, Overthinking is unnecessary. I am nervous enough about tomorrow night. Not only because of the type of party but also because his ex–sub will be there. I’m not sure how I feel about meeting her. A year in a long time.
Was their bond the same as ours or different? Did she please him better than I do? Am I a replacement for her? He did say he hadn’t seen or spoken to
her in a year if I remember correctly.
Thank God he isn’t here right now to see me spiralling. A business dinner rame up for him at the last minute. I offered to go with him as his assistant. but he insisted I don’t. He’ll come aver later if the mating wraps up early enough. He has to wine and dine them. It is a possible future client from Japan. Landing this deal would be a major win for him and the company. He suggested potentially taking them to a private club he belongs to. He might finish by nine or by three in the morning
return the dress to the hunger. I’m dedicating tonight to some well–deserved sell–cure indulging in a nice bubble bath, wine, Chinese takeout, and choss films. I need to unwind and get my mind ready for tomorrow. I might also do some research. Wyat shared some insights, but I want to be as prepared as possible. Does his friend share the same Dom lifestyle as him? What’s a good way to grove him? Silly linde questions like those are constantly swirling around in my head. I want to be respectful. I am still adjusting to certain aspects of my relationship with Wyatt, never mind with complete strangers. Will I be the only newbie!
ging tomorrow? You
1 groan, clear my thoughts and grab a large glass of wine. I’ll get some food once my nerves are gone. What made me say yes to going would think after everything I have let Wyan do to me, tomorrow wouldn’t seem so daunting.
1 tback my cell because I had left it in the living room while I was in the bedroom. Wyatt called three times and sent a text message.
“Why
aren’t you answering my phone calls? Call me back! I don’t like being ignored.”
I roll my eyes while reading it. He needs to calm down, but I shouldn’t expect anything less from him. Taking a deep breath, I call him back. He answers the phone after only one ring.
“What was the reason for not answering”
Why is he so
irritated
Sorry. I was in the bedroom
- m. I left my cell phone in the living room. Is everything okay?”
Ves, fine, but I
worry
y if you if
don’t answer. You’re always quick to answer or call me back. I called your nearly half an hour ago.”
“I am fine. Wyatt,” I reply subtly,
hat were you doing?” he sighs,
m looking at the dress.
“De you have any uneytiainties about it and tomorrow? “He queries.
́s not doubts, per se. I think it is more nerves–Would I actually look good in a dress like that?
“Yes, you can. Alyssa, we‘ been our
or this already. Please stop saying those things about yourself. You will look incredibly sexy.”
“Thank you. How’s your avming going? Will we now each other tonight or is it going to be a late night for you?”
don’t think I’ll be able to make it in your place tonight, sweetheart. It’s going to be a late night, but I’ll be over first thing in the morning. I can treat yolu un breaklast before shopping “
e as effort so hide mi doappointment. He can
ine over whenever he wants. He has a key. He wouldn’t even poed na
bo wake me
“Alosas, it is business ~ He says, frustrates).
“Lalala’s say, anyahing. I know it is business.” I snap,
-The sine al veur VRY
jam. I’m not that kind of girlfriend who demands your constant pres
your constant presence. I’m aware of the importance of business and its priorities. I am i
How did our conversation get here? The other end falls silent,
me all the time.”
You should need me all
Wyan, I need you frequently, but not constantly.‘
need so go. I am sorry. Father I’ll call you later or see you in the morning.”
W
He hangs up the call. Confusion washes over me as I gaze at the screen. Is he expecting me to rely on him entirely? That’s simply not going to happen The has a large part of me, but I won’t let anyone possess me completely. I assumed he was aware of that. He might be drunk, but whatever ini wait till tomorrow.
to my cell aside, taking a large gulp of my wine. Fighting is the last thing I want, especially since we have plans morrow night. I Back up ordering me food and getting it delivered in an hour and a half.
I pick my well