Love and hate are gone
Chapter 1
Three hours before my wedding, my fiancé
called to say he wasn’t coming. He’d just gone
and gotten a marriage license with Ashley
Miller, of all people.
I stood there, feeling the judging stares of our
guests, when suddenly the hotel doors swung open. It was my fiancé’s uncle, Greg, and he
was leading the most insane procession of
limousines I’d ever seen. He presented me with
a bouquet of nine thousand nine hundred and
ninety–nine red roses, telling me he’d been
secretly crushing on me for years and that it
was his dream to marry me.
I was so grateful to be rescued from that
humiliation that I said yes on the spot.
Three years into our marriage, I’d suffered
seven miscarriages. I was finally pregnant
again. Greg was so overjoyed, he spun me
around, making me promise I’d take it easy and
saying that he’d give his life to protect me and
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Then, at three months pregnant, I walked in on
him talking to our private doctor:
“The abortion pills are already in her milk, just
like the last seven times,” the doctor said. “I don’t understand,” he asked. “Ashley had your kid. Why not my wife?”
Greg gave a self–deprecating laugh. “Only a
son can take over the company. Mark can’t have kids. How could I let Ashley suffer in the
future?”
So, all those vows of undying love were just a lie. Fine. I’d leave.
“But, Mr. Greg, you’re not just giving up your chance to be the next CEO, you also gave up seven of your kids.”
“You’ve had me doctor the reports for Mark for
ages now. He doesn’t know he’s infertile. And when the kid’s born, he can’t even call you ‘Dad.‘ Is it all worth it?”
Greg looked both loving and sad at the same
time. “So what? If I couldn’t have Ashley back
く
then, I’d make sure she was happy for the rest of her life. No one is gonna screw that up, not
even me or my kid with Kate.”
The doctor hesitated. “But Kate’s had seven
miscarriages. Another one, and I’m afraid she
might not be able to conceive again.”
Greg’s lips pressed into a thin line. Finally, he said, “It’s okay. I’ll take care of her for the rest
of her life.”
I was gripping the doorknob so tightly, my
knuckles were white. Before Greg could see me,
I stumbled back to the bedroom, sinking to the
floor.
I always thought I was just weak. That was why
I couldn’t hold a pregnancy and had lost seven
babies in three years.
Greg’s father had made it clear that whoever
–
produced an heir Greg or his nephew, Mark
–
would become the next CEO. I had been so
weakened by the multiple miscarriages, but
never complained, even feeling guilty that I had
somehow let Greg down.
All those vows and promises were just a lie. He
く
didn’t even use protection, just letting me
deplete myself over and over.
In his eyes, my body and my dead kids were
just obstacles in Ashley’s path to happiness.
“Kate, why are you sitting on the floor?”
Greg walked into the room, quickly helping me
up, all concern. “You okay? Was it morning
sickness?”
He gently rubbed my back to make it easier to
breathe. “Honey, you’re going through so much.
Next time you feel sick, just yell for me. Don’t
suffer alone. It breaks my heart.”
“You’ve had a lot of restless nights since you
got pregnant. When the baby’s born, I’m gonna
have to ground him so he learns not to make
his mom miserable.”
“Here, drink some warm milk to help you sleep
better.”
Looking at that glass, I felt a sharp pain in my
chest. Would there even be a next time? Before
each miscarriage, he’d been exactly like this,
making me late–night snacks or preparing my
favorite fruit salad. I’d thought it was a sign of
く
his love, but it was just a murderer’s disguise.
“Honey, I don’t really like milk. Can I skip it?”
Greg smiled helplessly, but his tone was firm.
“Kate, come on. The doc said if you don’t crave
it, it means you need it. If you don’t sleep, our
baby won’t sleep. Don’t you want the best for
our little one? Listen to me, sweetie. It’s for the
baby. I’ll help you drink it.”
He lifted the glass to my lips, not giving me any
chance to refuse.
Greg, were you so scared that my baby would
stand in the way of Ashley’s plans? Or, in your
heart, was only she worthy of having your child?
I closed my eyes in despair and gulped down
the milk.
